Dear future husband,
It’s a few minutes past midnight wherever i am now.It’s raining heavily outside.On a normal day i’d be dead asleep by now or probably staying awake creating fantasies about you.I had a long day today.School is hectic.It’s not always this heavy,it’s just today.The semester is at its peak,there’s so much to do and that’s probably the only reason am still awake.I’m trying to read for us,not trying really,am working my ass off for us.I hope you’re doing so too wherever you are.You better be doing something with your life,whatever it is,i hope you’re doing it for us.
Dear future husband,you have no idea how I’ve waited all my life to see you,i keep reflecting on how i haven’t met you yet.I don’t know who you are and whoever you are so in love with right now.I don’t know what keeps you awake.Your dreams,your ambitions.I don’t know what drives to wake up every morning.I don’t know how good or ugly life has been to you.Basically,i know nothing about you and that doesn’t bother me at all.Regardless,i pray every day that you are a good man because that’s all i ever wanted.A good man.
But what is good man? What even defines a good man? Future husband,help me answer these questions.Take me back to the 60s when love was nothing but love.When love come with no expectations,no conditions.Nothing but pure attractions and strange connections.Take me back to the 90s when gentlemen were nothing but gentlemen.Take me back to the days when men respected women enough to never raise their hands to beat them up.So future husband,i want you to know that your future wife does not understand the art of battering a woman to show love.That she’ll walk away the day you’ll raise your hand threatening to beat her up.(Honestly,i don’t understand men who beat up women.Like,be a man.)Future husband,i promise to get irrational and petty sometimes.I promise to get to your nerve a couple of times.I’ll question you about a woman staring at the mall and make a big deal out of it.But never,never get too comfortable to raise your voice while talking to me.My mum tells me men don’t shout,they let you shout,i hope you do that too.
Dear future husband,i hope you fall so deeply in love with me that you’ll never be able to look away.Hold my hand,not so the world can see but because you love the feeling of my palm on yours.Whisper sweet compliments to me every morning and kiss me on my forehead every night before we fall asleep.Show me off to your friends,family and of course to every girl showing the slightest interest in you.Be proud of me,every woman wants that.Protect me from everything that would harm me,be my guardian angel here on earth.Push me to greater heights,trust me that won’t be a problem.Never be intimidated by my success,be the proud man behind my prosperity.
Dear future husband,i promise to love you unconditionally.Love you the way i know best.I hope we grow old together as best friends,and let everyone who’s lost hope in love witness just how beautiful a thing love could be.
Future husband,at the end of the day i want you to understand that neither you and i will ever be in control of what the future holds.Maybe one day we’ll go apart for whatever reason.I dread this day.it will hurt so bad.I want to hurt so bad,so then we’ll realize it was real.But even then,respect me enough to walk away in peace.Don’t discard everything..Keep your cool.Give me reasons to always keep you close to my heart even in your absence.
Dear future husband,am just as excited about you as you are.I hope one day we read this together at the corners of our house.I hope am able to look at you then and say,”you’re all i ever wanted” because that’s all i crave,a love so deep the oceans would be jealous.
Dear future husband,am a queen.Just earn it,and I’ll forever be your queen.